But after my short foray into the outside world, I quickly realized that driving more than a couple of blocks would be idiotic. I had another meeting to get through today and a tentative plan to go in the office tomorrow for a quick company meeting I’d planned earlier in the week when I was feeling optimistic. I felt like I could lie on the floor and sleep for a year.
Then we drove trough the ATM so I’d be sure to have some cash if I was gonna be home and taking deliveries and paying off helpers and such.īy the time we got home, I declared myself a failure.
#DONT CALL ME UP IT FEELS SO DAMN GOOD FREE#
I drove through McDonalds so my mom could get her favorite treat of late (iced coffee sugar free vanilla) and I got a vanilla ice cream cone. We got to the grocery store without incident. Every time I turned my head to look at traffic or see if I could turn my stomach did a little flip. It took longer than usual for the air to cool off the car that had been sitting in my driveway in the heat for two weeks. She didn’t love the idea but we were already in the car so off we went. It’s literally like two blocks and we’ll be going slow,” I said. I opened my car door, the car that hasn’t been driven in over two weeks, and went to sit down when the wave of dizziness came over me.
#DONT CALL ME UP IT FEELS SO DAMN GOOD SKIN#
As soon as it hit my skin I shifted into super slow mo. Easy peasy!Īs soon as I stepped outside I knew it probably wasn’t such a good idea. All I had to do was drive a few blocks to the grocery store, call the number and wait for the guy to come out and put the groceries in my trunk.
My mom insisted on coming with me – just to be sure I was ok. I had plans later that afternoon to go pick up some groceries I had ordered online. I still decided not to take the antivert. I knew I was going to try day two without antivert and I needed the rest.īut when my feet hit the floor once my eyes opened for the second time today, I knew I wasn’t all together steady. I stumbled down the steps to unlock the door and then stumbled right back upstairs to go back to precious sleep. Sure enough my phone ringing at 5am alerted me to the problem. I had cranked the thermostat down to my usual nighttime temperature of 60 degrees and I slept like a damn baby.īut I’d gone to bed after putting the chain on the door – which was dumb because I should have remembered that Kathy would be coming in the morning around 5am and she’d not be able to get in the house. I went to bed super early after reading a few more chapters of my super scary book (another distraction technique). I participated in a day long training session that I actually enjoyed and felt included in even though I was on the telephone and all of my colleagues were together in a room. I got through the whole 8 or so hours of my work day without taking antivert.
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